A Sense Of Peace

My boss described me, today, as someone who has a sense of peace about me. It was refreshing and nice to hear that I am making strides in becoming peaceful and natural in my life. However, it was strange to hear because my mind was definitely not at peace today.

There was too much going on, and I didn't have enough energy to accomplish my tasks and check myself today to make sure I don't over-think. Alack, though, I merely did what I had to do, and hoped and prayed that I did everything well. So far, it seems things are all fine, but I'm so drained of energy today.

I'm holding on to this wonderful comment from my boss, because this means that I have attained a level of peace and serenity before, and it is possible again and again, so long as I try. Still, trying is hard; trying is a struggle. But, hopefully, this will mean that the more I work, the more natural it will be to have serenity in my life.

For now, I just want a long hug and a movie and some good food…